Mothers day this year was bittersweet for me... dont get me wrong jon and the girls spoiled me rotten jon bought me a Kitchenaid and i'm in love with it, and my girls ( really it was jon but it was sweet nonetheless) bought me two rose bushes one pink and one yellow!!! The only part that was not as good was that i kept thinking about Ashley and Nichole and how much fun we would be having with crazy 11 month old twins, and watching as jon tried to go shopping with all 4 of the girls would be hysterical!!! i know that my girls are safe and happy where they are and doing what they need to but just for a moment i wished they were here...


I am a really lucky mom to have such a wonderful family. I am truley blessed even when the moments are rough!!!